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about
my most personal track yet. i found catharsis in the grueling tedium of the recording process, turning pain into something analytical, tangible, technical. under such a microscope, it's almost unrecognizable.
thanks to gavin, jason, rain, brian, and emma for their wonderful contributions. additional thanks to ian, reece, michael, ella, jacob, sam, elliot, kevin, and my parents for their support in making this.
lyrics
wait
i'm going for that walk i meant to take
three months ago
this place
didn't leave this rancid a taste
in my mouth before
what am i good for?
was it wrong for you to know?
why am i here for
friends who will finally shut their front doors?
and i need to take a bath
but you'll soon be right back
i take the money and i run
like the bad kid i never was
only fail upwards
on the backs of the good ones
i can reluctantly
refract all this blame
but take it from the pill in me
there's nothing deep to say
what am i good for?
was it wrong for you to know?
why am i here for
credits
released March 16, 2020
Bass and Vocals by Victoria Park
Guitar by Jason Ross
Drums and Keys by Gavin Caine
Engineered by Rain Johannes at Rain's Place
Mixed by Brian Culligan
Mastered by Gavin Caine
some of my favorite guitar parts and production from this year. if you think you figured this album out at any given point, you're probably wrong. Pictoria Vark